To Love Someone Is To See God Face 2 Face

He has provided Again!

2011-07-27T19:10:00.002+08:00

Few years back I was struggling financially. Having to live by bread and at times skipped meal coz I have to bear my education fees. Now looking back it have been 5 years past and indeed God has promised and provided almost 10 times.. God I
Thank you for your blessing and I'll continue to trust in you. Help me never forget what you have done for me :)

December Wish List

2010-12-16T14:31:00.001+08:00

I want MONEY in my Bank

A New Journey

2010-12-03T13:09:00.001+08:00

I love Snow Flakes. It was the most beautiful thing in the world :)

God is awesome!!

Above All

2010-12-03T10:17:00.002+08:00

Good Friday! :) It has been so long that I almost forgot that I have a blog. I was just so busy this year with lots of things from Marriage to travelling.. This is the very year that I took most plane too :)

I m glad that now I can sit down in peace to listen to God's word and a devotional song. I am listening to the Song above All... Above all things in this world there is a greater joy and power above us.

I could say that I have a a mixture of good and bad experience this year. I got married to the man I love and above all he love God first before me. I was given the chance to Lecture in Hong Kong and to experience a different crowd of student and culture. I went to Sabah for the first time to visit my in laws and wearing Kadazan traditional wedding clothes that I never thought I'll be wearing.

It was also a time where I adjust to my spouse under one roof, fighting and quarrelling over petty things.Fought with my colleuge,preparing to leave my comfort Zone and move to a new job in May and the worse was I scolded a mother in the dplane...disaster...

Deep in my heart, I knew it was so wrong and inappropriate, I never thought of another person's salvation. All I thought at that time was, don't disturb me and I will not make any adjustment for anyone...Boiling...

Above all, before ending of this year I ask for forgiveness from God and anyone that I have hurt.

Have a great December ahead...Look back with no regrets...

Love,
Eve

Getting Married

2009-10-13T17:11:00.002+08:00

Supper Excited when I was proposed on 20 09 2009. Now I'm putting my leg on the ground to plan for an awesome wedding. God is amazing and I m grateful for everything he has done in my life.

Meanwhile, lots of errands to run from Wedding photo to the dinner reception. I guess it will not be possible without the help of the Kingdom and all the Love that has been extended to us.

Update you the progress soon :)

Love,
Eve

Dedication for My HOney

2009-08-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!

Praising You

2009-07-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

Lord what a womderful world you have created...

Touch My Heart

2009-07-04T12:34:00.002+08:00

Father,

Teach me and change me to be a better person for you.

Just to appreciate All of You

2009-07-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

Dear Friends,

I might not been telling you enough how much I appreciate you, or even at times taken you for granted. I might not even have the time to say hi or ask you how do you do. I want you to remember that I've always appreciate you in good times and bad times..walking this journey with me.

Human are definitely imperfect, we may fail each other many times but I know that God put us together to perfect the imperfections...thus don't give up no matter how bad is the situation, how difficult it may be, how betrayed you may feel..for God knows all that and he is our comfort.

Thank you for your love and always being there for me when I go through some not so pleasant moment, lending your ear and a shoulder for me to lean and cry upon. I overly overwhelmed by your love and patient and am grateful for your friendship.

Love you all very much!

Up To?

2009-06-26T16:17:00.001+08:00

Recently I was told to take up another subject since last year I only teach 2 subjects. Felt excited and burden at the same time. But I know every growth requires hardwork.

Don't Stop To Trust Him

2009-06-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

JOB

2009-06-02T14:23:00.003+08:00

I was struggling Quiet Time for such a longest time this year. Trying to get back on track and be grateful for all that God has done. I found this video is Joshua Harris Website. If you are struggling to have time to sit down and spent time with God, I pray that you'll find your love again.

What is it with me lately ?

2009-03-02T11:28:00.003+08:00

Fuh!...Finally I have sometime to write or I must say I must write this...I've been busy with classes, planning my finance, worrying about my mum and dad who is quite sick lately. My Dad has been coughing for the past 1 year and it is contageous and thus mum oso got it. Recently, God sent a lovely angel to bring him to see a doctor while I'm not around. As of today I'm gonna do something radical, I hate to see myself being so helpless at this moment. I sometimes wish I am the leader of the family, and able to provide and dictate what to do. Maybe, that is also why God create me as a girl is for me to learn to surrender to God and provide them emotional support instead.

Radical? As you know me and my rice barrell I can't live without it and maybe it's time to get away from that addiction of eating to much rice. I shall surrender this to God and really on my knee praying and asking God earnestly for healing.

I also has gone the extra miles for an interview, if God is willing and it is his plan for me, I shall leave my teaching career to the corperate world and continue to put my trust in God that he'll provide.

About my future, I felt I'm more surrender this time round. I guess, worrying too much is not good, and it only brings more discouragement. I know God will take care of it for me, in his proper timing he will grant me the desire of my heart what is best for me.

Meanwhile, do keep me in your prayer, and give me some encouragement to spur me on.

Love!

It is the time of the Year

2009-02-12T15:25:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Its Valentines again...This is the moment where most girls received flowers and gift without good reason. The only reason is that since it is like any other festive like Chinese New Year and Christmas we all tag along and enjoy those moment.

As for my church this year we have wonderful plans for the Singles to party together, and Bible talks to remember God's love. I personally enjoy this time of the year..looking forward to be love and hopefully share some love with others.

I know many out there is lonely and might not enjoy this time of the year, but one thing for sure God is faithful and he love each one of us everyday and every seconds of our life. If I do have a chance, I would share with you how wonderful my Lord is to you..

Meanwhile, don't be discourage even if there is no one appreciate you the very least you could encourage others. Bible has the wisdom that says those who encourage others will themself be refresh..

Here wishing all of you Happy Valentines Day. I LOVE YOU!

To Love Someone is to see God Face to Face

2009-01-22T16:39:00.006+08:00

The title is so nice that I forget to understand it. Loving someone is something really difficult for me, but it really put a smile on my face when I sucessfully love someone. To see someone smile and appreciation of the encouragement was the greatest achievement I ever get.

The toughest thing for me is to forgive someone when she or he hurt me. To say I forgive you seven times in a day take so much of me..But nevertheless I am at the obligation to forgive since Jesus forgive me more than I could calculate myself.

So to make someone happy and love is to say " I forgive you" and I belief in you. I feel love if Jesus were to say that to me.

2nd thing that I felt tough is to say " I'm sorry" that takes lots out of me too...My pride hurt badly and I can't see why I am wrong...But to say I'm sorry to Jesus like Peter did makes God smile...but to just keep self pity about it makes things worse.

The principle of forgiving and keep Loving someone is just so simple..but to practise it was a great challenge.

I decide to keep loving despite the fact that it is hard..Hopefully one day I may see God face to face than to look so ugly like a grumpy old lady...hmm..

Meanwhile, Cheers for now..keep loving, keep understanding, keep for giving and happy Chinese New Year and Happy Holiday to all of You..

Bring back Ang Pau for me ya...

The Porter's Hand

2009-01-16T13:18:00.002+08:00

Do enjoy this lovely song. It just remind me so much about how wonderful my creator is and how wonderful I am being his creation. There is always so many things to thank God for everyday..

Today Matters

2009-01-02T17:55:00.003+08:00

Like all the usuall day expression " Huh Tired! So fast the time past! I did not do much last year, I shall start again in 2009 and the list of complaints and whyning will go on and on and on...

For me, that is true but not absolute. Looking back in year 2008, I've done alot...everyday my schedule is packed and I know I've achieve something. Today my student bought me a chocolate cake from Secret Recipe :) Is that an achievement in 2008? I guess it was the best gift ever when your fellow student come and just give you a warm smile and a sweet little thank you... I believe I'm absolutely encouraged by that.

My Student's referral is out today..some pass and some need to repeat the year..It is always easier to bring good news than to break the bad news to them..looking at their hardword but not equals to their result is definitely hard breaking...Anyway, like the usuall word of affirmation " God knows best " We just have to give our best and he'll do the rest.

Meanwhile, today I still struggle to wake up to do quiet time, but I force myself to pray and read my bible so that I can make it awesome today....Why it has to be so hard...motivation is so low..yesterday I prayed that God gave me the heart again to serve and love people...everything seems so draggy ....grrrrrrr ahhhhhhhhh...

I tell myself I shall not waste my time anymore, do something radical...go Jogging hahahaha....Oh dear...just had another piece of cheese cake this morning...blame it to Shiau Foong wahahaha...

ok..having said so many things...Today really matters, so I put this down to inspire you to do great things in a difficult situation..so that when 2009 comes to an end, you can give more thanks to God for his goodness and faithfullness..

I shall start putting down some goals this year..May God be glorified...

God Bless...

Shopping

2008-12-27T16:44:00.003+08:00

After the tiring month of preparing and focusing on HOPE WORLDWIDE, finally it comes to an end. It was a stress, fun and exciting time for all the volunteers. My dark circles is rather unbearable already!! need some eye mask, lemon and cucumber...

2009 coming liao...like every year my resolution is to look better than the year before. People say when you get older all the paint, powder, foundation need to be used to tampal those pot holes on the face.... So "Cham" :(

So I decided to release my mid life crisis with some shopping, and cutting my hair...I think I need to do something with my hair...haih...like Siow Po...

Anyway, Monday is my eye treatment appointment and yesterday I bought a dress for my self and a working bag...Feel extremely Good..But I promised someone to keep money ;&
ok..ok I promised after sales...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2008-12-19T16:35:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all the greetings, messages, email, facebook, gifts and celebration. Thanks for overwhelming me with lots of Love and assurance.

This year was special coz I can leave the college without having to go through the misserable mock exam :) Wo hoooo! and my honey plan a celebration for me..(so sweet) and my department head bought me a present ( intimate Encounters with GOD). And guess what I got RM200 for Hope Charity Concert from my HR Manager dated 19/12/2008..

It was just so sweet and overwhelming :) I'm so grateful to have all of you and God has definitely blessed me with those frienship.

Thanks for Everything :)

Magic Box

2008-12-10T09:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I was reading a few books just for pleasure...I realised I got motivated whenever I read something inspiring but that inspired moment is just for a fleeting time..

To keep me inspired, I have to put it into practise..but you know lah...I'm a terrible Sanguine that only do things 50% and then lost focus and turn to something else..haih..sigh :(

How good sometimes if there is a Magic Box, I can just choose what I want and turn back time to finish up whatever I've left behind or just at least do better on those things I did not, build those friendship and catch up with those long lost friend that I've lost contact..

Anyway God definitely know better than I, thus we can't argue that things has not passed and refused to change. He works in ways that is so immesurable and human just have to realised that God is always in control..

Struggle and learned

2008-12-09T10:24:00.003+08:00

The Children's camp was one of the biggest lesson I've learned this year. Sometimes, I've tried hard to gel into groups..deny my insecurity and learn to be close with others. Many times I find myself struggle in big groups and especially I've no peers around me.

One thing for sure, I'm learning to be secure and trust God in every where he put me in. I'm so convicted with the lesson on " Endurance " Sweet and Simple. To be successfull you have to accept failure and continue to peservere and never give up.It really helps me to see how I need to learn to build this character..therefore, this will be one of my new year resolution for 2009...

Sian...

2008-11-27T17:15:00.002+08:00

Someone sabotage me with water bottles obstructing my way. I trip and cut my finger :( sob sob...so painful wor...

Sick :(

2008-11-07T19:38:00.002+08:00

I'm abit feverish now..still got 1 hour 30 minutes to go to finish my lecture.

My throat is so sore..I think I deserve an MC tomorow.

:(

Day 2

2008-11-05T09:48:00.002+08:00

Healthy Breakfast

1) A Cup of Hollicks - replacing Coffee
2) Papaya - yiaks hate it :(
3) Sandwich
4) Enzyme

Lunch

1) 1/4 rice with 2 vegetables
2) Fruits - Hmm thinking...
3) Mark all assignment - I think I'll loose weight and vomit blood

Dinner

1) Soup
2) Watching TV - maybe shall write some cards
3) 70 Skips

:)

Day 1

2008-11-04T13:25:00.003+08:00

1) Identify why am I getting Fat.
2) Cry at the corner
3) Start making a difference.

10 Things that will make you FAT

1. Not enough sleep. Is there a more obvious depleter? But amazingly overlooked by many as the one thing they can do to re-create energy and maintain their health and vitality.

2. Unexpressed emotion. If you are angry at someone or some thing and you ruminate, complain, and find no direct, cathartic way to express yourself such as talking, writing, playing sports, etc...over time it will fester in ways that not only drain motivation for self care but create self-defeating and self-harming behavior.

3. Unfinished projects. Leaving projects to begin new ones creates unfinished business and little, weighty, black clouds that follow our every move consciously or not.

4. Poor interpersonal boundaries. Setting boundaries to protect ourselves from prioritizing the needs and wants of others above our own frees up enormous energy and empowers us toward other forms of self care.

5. Not asking for help. Are you someone who feels that they should be able to "handle it" without burdening others? Do you refuse help even when it is offered? Accepting help reduces stress and creates friendships so why not do it?
6. Caffeine, alcohol, and tobacco. You know what is going to happen but you do it anyway.

7. Stress. Unresolved stress will lead to a state of di-stress over time. If you know what relaxes you then do it. If you don't then learn. Stress will kill you, but first it will make you fat.

8. Watching television. Yeah, we think we are relaxing, vegging out, but watching TV takes energy, disturbes sleep, and does not give us the rest we deserve.

9. Poor Eating Habits. The epitome of a vicious cycle.
The pooerer you eat the less energy you have to improve your eating.

10. Lack of exercise. Although it takes energy to exercise it also creates new energy and makes us feel good.

Please keep me accountable.

What I want for Christmas ; )

2008-10-18T13:13:00.003+08:00

I know I know...too early for a Christmas Wish list...But...I wish I could really fulfill Them... ;)

1) Bring Mum and Dad to Genting to watch New York Harlem and count down together
2) Celebrate mummy birthday with all my lovely friends
3) Buy a Digital Camera
4) Go shopping for gifts for all my buddies in Church and work
5) upgrade my handphone Sim card
6) Some new clothes for Christmas
7)
8)
9)
10)

Still many of those...need to plan out...

Ps: Let me know what you want for Christmas...hehehhe...but depends on my budget lah..

Love,
Evelyn

DALAMNYA KASIHMU BAPA

2008-10-13T15:26:00.001+08:00

G2 Cm6/G G2
Dalamnya kasihMu Bapa
G2 Cm6/G G2
terlebih dari s'galanya
G2/B C2 B7/D# Em7
pengorbanan yang termulia
Am7 D11
s'lamatkanku

G2 Cm6/G G2
Dengan darah yang tercurah
G2 Cm6/G G2
Ampuniku atas dosa
G2/B C2 B7/D# Em7
Kubersujud kepada - Mu
Am7 D11
Oh Yesusku

Cho:
G2 Em7
Engkau kusembah, Kau yang terindah
Am7 D11 D/C
Pulihkanku dengan darahMu
G2/B B/D# Em7
Engkau kusembah, Bapa mulia
Am7 D11 G2 C/G
Seumur hidupku, ku mau menyembahMu

I'm happy

2008-10-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

Bored

2008-10-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

Lately, really struggle to blog...nothing seems to take place in my mind this few months...I shall declare Aug - October as my low blog months..

People says you find beauty in silence..meditate to reach enlightenment, for me silence is a killer. I don't find enjoyment in silence..I rather have a bee buzzing in my ear then to be killed in silence..You know lah...I'm very talkative one mah... Suprisingly, my colleuge find that I'm quite quiet,hmm...I busy mah...remember in my own world I'm still talking to myself..

Slow to speak is a challenge for me...I cannot tahan myself not responding to a single topic that people raise..especially those controversial ones..I just can't stop it..

As a result of that, there goes the Chinese saying " Kong To Cho Tor..." Haih..Sigh..the more you talk the more error you make..There is truth in it....But you know lah... I oso very stubborn at times...so hard...no face lah...

Ok lah...late liao...wanna go home and watch TV..meanwhile, will repent from talking too much..next time, if I do talk too much...do tell me ya..." But do it gently lah".. Give face mah...hehehe

TATA...

No Post?

2008-10-08T13:17:00.002+08:00

So sad [one 1 want....] the last post is like 2 months ago...

Let me explain..

First I m very busy....You know lah...need to jaga my kids at home..Shiau Foong especially...

2nd reason is because...I'm busy oso...you know lah...Work from Monday to Saturday ...I'm a dedicated lecturer mah... ( Everyone Must Agree )

3rdly...hmm...nothing to write mah...so no post lor

4thly I think now I'm totally out of idea liao...

But but...hold on ok...Will appear Soon :)

Love you Me! :)

Fidelity

2008-08-25T10:48:00.003+08:00

This two weeks was a tiring yet fulfilling week for me. Where I spent the most time with my mum, sharing with her about Christianity, having people reaching out to her and dinner at home everynite. It's amazing to see how God work in his special way in her life.

Fidelity? I supposed it means faithful with one obligation. My August schedule was just so packed with things, I believe many of the disciple can relate to it, sometimes tiredness will just drive us crazy.

So I Take time to do some reflection and ask my self is there any good in doing so many things? How if after all the things that I've done I get so tired and frustrated and worse still my words became sacarstic and then people get hurt and all blame goes to you.

Yesterday leaders meeting was a great challenge. To learn to be a servant and be faithful in one obligation (Fidelity). Our church has put in so much hard work so that we all can make it to heaven and no longer gonna be seperated anymore.

Sometimes, I think to my self why do I miss someone so much when they are away? This is because they are so important to me and I'm worried if something were to happened to them and I can't see them anymore. God is so awesome, when he say he'll be waiting for me in heaven and there is no longer sadness and tears and we'll be together forever.

Isaiah 55:9:

9 For just as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so my ways are higher than your ways
and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.

Be faithful..

Dedicated to Honey

2008-08-16T10:36:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday To my Dearest Honey

2008-08-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

This was the Birthday Slide made by my honey for me. Just want to thank you for all the beautiful memories you have engraved for me. I Love You

Everyone Need The Lord

2008-08-06T17:41:00.000+08:00

A Prayer

2008-08-06T09:55:00.002+08:00

I seems to enjoy everything that I do lately. Felt so released after graduation no more worries about exams or even passing it. All I have to do now is just focus on God, relationship with people and of course the work that I do. I felt that my wings is stretch and I can roam over the sky flying up high. Really felt like a free bird..

Last nite, I decided to call mum and just have a short chat with her. Our relationship have never been so closed since she decided to study bible. She is really my motivation and inspiration when come to my personal bible study. She can easily quote scripture and her love for the bible really challenge my heart to do my part as a disciple and to even bring my personal relationship with God higher.

She told me her struggles and her desire to follow God. I was so touched when she said " I ask God to bring me to his Kingdom soonest and I even think of the date I'm gonna be baptised" I am so stunt to hear that and how can I not give glory to God at this moment. I can't hold my tears hearing how God work on this beautiful woman in my life.

My faith was definitely lifted up by her simple yet eager heart to know God. God has done imasurable great things when I'm not aware, he change life according at his timing and for his glory.

Please continue to pray for her. I can't wait for her to be added to the Kingdom this year.

Awesome Friday

2008-07-26T10:13:00.003+08:00

I'm very inspired by John Lee sharing on Friday Campus Bible talk. He go to the very simple basic of seeking God yet giving us a clear and interesting illustration and analogy. He divide us into two groups and while he is reading the book of Genesis, he ask us to draw the beginning of how this world was created. I'm personally inspired to see that abviously both group will come out with a total different world form the other. We have different size and standard and we can't come to the same agreement as to how should the world look like.The point is there can't be 2 King rulling at the same time, otherwise it will be a kiosk.

Just want to thank you John for the inspiring sharing, my friend Jovin was inspired and finally decide to come to church after so much pursuation. The truth is God has his right timing for everyone. TO God be the Glory..

Tragedy

2008-07-25T17:22:00.003+08:00

My Lecture has change to every Friday 1pm - 4.30pm. So today with full enthusiam, I get ready to go into class to deliver my lecture, while in the lift something come into my mind ( mind the gaps - and I recall how I first fell down during a lecture) it was such an embarrasment lah...

So while, I'm walking in the class and trying to put my attendants list and stationaries on the table..( "PAK"..fall down :( blink blink ) oh My God!! sakitnye...so I help myself up and two other class rush forward to help..."Thanks :) I sat down for a minute...and recall why bad things always happened to me? So what should I say now?

After the 5 minute I stood up and start my lecture. So I say " So that's the joke of the day...:) everyone start laughing and say miss " I think you should start wearing Clogs... hahahahaha...

ok..tahts that way it is lah...

Can't Wait

2008-07-23T14:09:00.002+08:00

Today CLP exam is finally over. Huh! I personally felt the tiredness and mental torment for this two weeks. I'm so proud of each one of them, fighting hard and never gave up. At least I dont have to wake up early in the morning and travel to UM anymore. I need some rest....

This Saturday gonna have a special treat from someone special :). I'm so grateful even when there is many times in my disciple life things just don't work out so well or the way I wanted it to be. Things can be change, just need a little more understanding and forgiveness.

Just letting go the pass and move forward to a better year and build more wonderful memories. God is faithful and he remembers every promises he said, I will trust the Lord.

Energy Flow

2008-07-21T14:10:00.004+08:00

This is my Favourite. Mr David is teaching me this piece :)

Stars

2008-07-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

I love stars when I was a child, I still do, it was just amazing to see how God beautifully created them and put them on the sky..Have you ever wonder why God created them? In Kl stars is hardly seen anymore, the polution level is worrying...maybe in years to come stars will be hardly seen anymore.

The stars is known by the scientist by name, But to God every stars carries with it his purpose and love from above. Why do I say so? It is amazing to see how this world is being created and every details of it. The stars is proven to give energy to the earth, it keeps us warm and the plants grow..it creates a romantic feelings and amazement to the creatures.

Everyone want to be a star in their life, likewise for Chistians we want to shine in the life of others. Touch their hearts and keep them warm with our hugs and smile and above all to help them to be able to know their creater who is in heaven.

Hmm...I Love stars.. Shiau Foong said, the stars in Cameron Highlands is obvious and glaring..

Love and Respect

2008-07-09T09:34:00.000+08:00

Pot Holes

2008-06-30T17:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a great Sunday listening to the sermon and attending the leaders meeting. I can't help to share to others about the lesson and the good news which is spread around the pool of leaders.

I'm not only spiritually ill discipline, I'm also financially ill. Four years ago as a student, I'm squezzing my Bank account for my exam fees and the many months of unpaid leave months for my exam. So when I completed my LLB I'm declared a Bankrupt with only RM10 left in my bank.

Thank God that he provided for me during difficult times and I thank all the Brothers and Sisters who has been giving to me. Giving me encouragement and food to eat, I'm definitely so grateful and thankful for all the sacrificial love from all of you.

Meanwhile, God also provided me a job right after I finish my LLB in a travel agency in Mont Kiara. Two months later I'm offered to lecture in my college and given a chance despite my poor results. God is definitely gracious and walking every steps with me. I've promise God that I'll spent wisely when I get my pay and I'll remember him.

So I started my savings since Feb this year. Keeping money for rainy days and just live by my budget. Although, many months I have over spent but I still got some money to keep. Which is an encouragement to me... :)

When we grow older, commitment is increasing and I'm struggling to cope with the recent inflation. Vincent convicted me that I need to be a Thermostate to change the temperature of my environment as opposed to complaining and grumbling with the situation I face.

No matter how little I have I know, God is there to take care of me and provide for me and as a disciple I also gain conviction to be financially responsible. Sometimes it is just so tempted to spent on clothes and shoes and buying things to encourage myself after all my hardwork.

It is definely not easy, but for something great in future. When Vincent shared about the Building Funds I must confess I felt burden too..Can't deny that I'm struggling to give. Sometimes when I look back, no matter how I struggle I will still have food to eat and watching a movie or hang out with friends.

It is true to say that doing things for others is more difficult then for our own. It is easier to keep for one self then to give to the poor. I'm praying about it, I know God will continue to bless and provide for each one of us at any ciscumstances.

If someone with RM800 can take care of a family of 5, what are we complaining?

Don't worry if he care for the Birds he care for you Too :)

Work hard and save up :)

For Him

2008-06-28T12:39:00.005+08:00

Hey folks! I just came back from hometown 3 Days ago...Misses hometown especially mum and dad. The life style is just so laid back, mum has been calling me almost everyday since just to chat and tell me how they are doing in Ipoh. Everytime I go home, I felt so much..Like what Whye Leng has been sharing, our parents is growing older who will share the good news with them?

So many people out there is struggling and feeling hopeless with the things that they are doing. They don't understand what is right and wrong even if they know they don't understand why they have to do the right thing. How not to be crazy in this circumstances?

What is so different as a disciple? We still struggle the same thing but now we understand what is right and wrong...and we understand why we need to do the right thing..but still sometimes we fail..So how lah? Still going crazy :(

After sometimes being a disciple, I started to accept how hypocrit I am, how weak, how feable my leg to stand on the ground that I'm going to do what is right. But I'm not giving up! Coz I know God love me and I'll keep fighting.

With all the weakness that human face, we still have God blessing us with 4 studies on hand. We have 9 friends coming for our bible talk, and 2 decided to study bible. So on Monday, Shan Shan is coming to my house to study bible with the two girls. Do pray for them, and may God bring fruits to our labour.

God dont only sent rain to the righteous, but he also sent rain to the sinners. We can be sure that, if we wake up and we are still alive, God is gracious to us. When we realised we don't wake up anymore, we know God is bringing us to somewhere he has prepared. Satan brings guilt but God brings repentance. It is just a question as to how much we want it.

Cheers for now, please pray for Jovin, Mala, Cris and Stacy.

Love,
Eve

Romeo vs Gentleman

2008-06-21T09:44:00.005+08:00

I was reading a book which someone lend it to me sometimes ago..We loose touch and now the book become mine. Since I have no PC at home and no time to blog, I decided to just pick up a book as a bed time story.

The book entitle couplehood, it simply starts from page 145, reason? So that when someone ask me how far I've read that book I can proudly say at page 150, although I've only completed 5 pages.

OK..Let me start of with my Romeo and Gentleman debate here. There is two answer for everything, because the world refuse to give a same consensus to a Question, reason being is that they felt " NO FACE LAH" follow people all...ok ok..no matter what stand you are taking it is all yours. As far as I'm concern, let me just share this with you.

5 Years ago, when I first came to church..It was amazing! Why? Back then brothers used to walk us to the LRT and Calvin Chai who stayed near our sisters house will walk us home. He then become part of our sisters house buddy, whenever we have a birthday celebration or makan time or want someone to makan dinner together he'll be there. I still remembered that there is a time when he go outstation he wrote us a postcard which we pin it up...He was just so loving and encouraging. So is he a romeo or a gentleman? Hmmm of course a GENTLEMAN.

Life goes on like normal after that...Back then I was working in a Travel Agent as an Operation Executive ( People call me OP ) I'm the only person in that department with my Manager..I used to go out lunch with my colleuge and we share different stuff about life..and again I met this guy who seems to be a gentleman, he will start saying things to flirt around with you ie: I miss you, and I mean it kind of thing..This is a Romeo...

I remember vividly, after our midweek service in Church, there is a brother who comes up to me asking me out for a date ( back then- now happily with my Honey ) during the date, he offered to carry my bag, open the door and pull my chair for me during dinner..That is so sweet...and everyone will agree with me that this is a GENTLEMEN.

If you realised, there is two diffent things about guys..They thought that woman love to be flirt around...but take note " Those woman might not be serious too" But there is another guy who will do all the dumb thing never thought girls will like it..But little that you know..They'll buy it!

Hmm which are you?

Ok about the couplehood that I read " it just shows the reality of life between a couple" what they shared in common,their daily lives and struggles.

I just thought of it and what kind of men that I wish to have, my answer will always be the gentleman. Let words lest be spoken but sincere in action ( Evelyn )

Tips for the awesome Brothers :) Rule of Thumb! Be SINCERE :)

1Peter1:22
You were cleansed from your sins when you obeyed the truth, so now you must show sincere love to each other as brothers and sisters. [ Greek must have brotherly love.] Love each other deeply with all your heart. [ Some manuscripts read with a pure heart.]

Home is where my heart is....

2008-06-20T09:49:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! I'll be going back to Ipoh this Sunday after church. Really misses mum and Dad and all the nice food and warm soup at home. So many things I want to do when I reach home. Please pray for safe journey mercy and a good time reaching out to my parent.

Someday, you should come and visit my hometown, I don't have to promote further about the food there rite? I promise you no regrets...

See You again in due time.

mY bATH rOOM

2008-06-19T15:55:00.003+08:00

After Li Kean decided to say the long vow and the word I do in front of the pastor, from that moment the world spinning around me. STOP! rewind...So Li Kean, to poorer or sickness are you bla bla bla... " Yes I do" everybody say: oh.....that is soooo sweet.

oh..so what about my bath room? Oh I forgot, after she said the magic word..her room in the sisters house is now officially mine hehehehe...So not only I get a legal title on the (6feet x 5 square)room you know how bad my math can be, but it also come with a complementary bathroom.

The first day, the tap is leaking..so the water drips non stop..I happily wake up wash my face, brush my cute teeth and gorgle my mouth..oh mehm...the shower is oso leaking...please tell me what is wrong with you guys...?

JOYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........yES? Leaking :( ok ok get it done for you..." Ask and it shall be given remember? So Joyce with her expertise in calcullating building tiles decided to get her friend to fix it...So it was fix a week later.

lalalalalala...Eyes pop out.oh mennnnnnn...I got to wash bathroom this month..ok ok..Saturday comes...brush brush brush...watering the bathroom..ok why not take bath oso...ok take bath..wash bathroom..I think I should oso wash my clothes...wash wash...

tip tip tip...HA? no water? oh.........mennnnnnnnnnnnnnHMNNNN...Wat is this? So I waited for the water to fill in the Water tank for 15minute..sitting on the toilet bowl..finally water comes...I clean my self and walk out my bathroom.

Next time..sis if you overnite..please bare with my bathroom...

My Apology ;'(

Dreams and Passion

2008-06-18T17:01:00.006+08:00

Like every other morning, I've to try very hard to squeeze myself into the most advance technology of travelling called the "LRT". Less to mentioned what kind of odour you will get. Anyway, that was not the issue.So what's the big deal? hmm..someone just hijacked my old post...I've drop the post for now..

Meanwhile, I'm excited waiting for my music class to start next month. I was searching about jazz music and now I'm all charge up to get started. I learned the history and beauty behind it and one day I'll present my piece to you. Who knows I'll start my own music school oneday :)..Hmm I'm day dreaming..

How about law? I love it too...I enjoy lecturing alot, next year I'll consider to get more serious about my profession. I might want to come out to corporate and gain some experience.

Meanwhile, I just want to enjoy the process of being a lecturer.

Absolutely

2008-06-18T09:53:00.004+08:00

Someone ask the question as to why get married as it would be the first step to getting divorce? Since our world population is estimated to be 6,677,563,921 by July 2008 getting married will eventually reproduce many more people. If the rate of divorce spouse gonna be incresing, then there will be more broken family, and this will eventually increase both the suicide and crime rates in the country.

Ironically people still want to get married and want to have children of their own to continue the so called Sir name and generation of humanity. So if reproduction is important why not just have tube babies? They will then argue that no..it is not the same it is not as a result of love. It is against the very nature as to how God intended how human being should multiply and many unwanted consequence. Oh...you belive in God? Then why you believe in divorce? Sometimes...people just don't get along you see..So why get married?

Sound confusing Is'nt it?...I think people are just too struggle to admit the needs of the simplest things in life. Both God and relationship..even in the kingdom today many struggles with both of this simplest concept..the truth is coz we are too fearful of what is happening around us since history.

The question is why dwell in the pass? Why get depressed about it? Why not make a change? For me my greatest victory in life is able to know God and have a relationship with him. Through him, I understand the meaning of life and he how he intended things to be.

Though there are still many things to be discovered, but it was all exciting.. :)

GO go Chia Yu!!

2008-06-17T16:37:00.006+08:00

7 Things I love

1) Play Piano and listening to Jazz with a glass of Carbenet Savignon (1990) ;P
2) Lecturing and giving talks to large crowds ( I talk craps at times but I love it! )
3) Study bible with someone ( Serious Stuff / I love the logic and wisdom of it )
4) Going dates with my awesome boyfriend ( yeah..someone holding my hands walk walk )
5) Bully people at appropriate time ( this happened if I can't sleep at nite but most of the time I dooz of before the light turns off )
7) Received cards and gifts ( This excite my spirit can jump non stop; good for diet though)

7 Things I dislike

1) Durian ( Smells like Cow Dang...ops sorry to all fans.. :P Belk )
2) Reading Statute books and memorising stuff ( My Brain spoiled as a result of doing that for 4 years)
3) When I forgot to bring my handphone and purse ( It feels like I'm in nomanisland )
4) Drawing ( I can only draw my favourite trademark..you know that gils :) )
5) Boring stuff like walking around the mall ( Window shopping is killer)
6) Under Construction *****
7) Under Construction ******

7 Things I want to do in my life time

1) Learn Music ( Play professionally like my Sayang )
2) Go to Paris for holiday
3) Help someone to become a disciple ( Which include my family)
4) Have a happy family
5) Make it to heaven
6) Able to teach in Church according to church vision
7) Under Construction ********

Who will Protect Me?

2008-06-11T14:47:00.003+08:00

The Crime rates is increasing year by year. It's somehow scary to start your day with a cup of coffee over the news paper. Human is just so Phsyco nowadays..You just don't know what is in their mind and what they'll do.

Back in 1990..Danny ( My Tai Ko Ko ) got bullied in his secondary school. People used to tease for being fat { Fat boy fat boy...nenenenne) and dislike him as he always makes peoples life difficult as a prefect in the school.The boys start pushing him around and make fun of his size.He ended up going home downcast and sad, dad found out about the incident, with his anger something bad gonna happened...

The next day Dad brought his bunch of army to Danny's school and look for the person who is responsible for teasing him...(Who bullied my son ?) Danny pointed furiously to the boy..Dad push the boy to the wall asking him...what he did to Danny...they called him Foo Hoe then..My dad confronted him and warn him if he found out any of those nonsense again he gonna take serious action about it...Understand? The boy noded..[ Wah dont play play with my DAD ]

For Danny, Dad was his Hero...he work hard to excel in all the things he do... He won many competitions, studies and always make my dad proud of him...Therefore, if you are in Rome do what the Romans does...Danny protected the two of us in any circumstances.

It was amazing to see that how our parents were to protect us from any harm and bullied. Remember the little chick and Eagle game? The Eagle tries hard to catch the chick and the Hen will run before the chick to protect them...even if she knows that the eagle gonna eat her up, the chick must be well protected.

Luke 11:13:
If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?"

1I will lift up my eyes to the mountains;
From where shall my help come?
2My help comes from the LORD,
Who made heaven and earth.
3He will not allow your foot to slip;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
4Behold, He who keeps Israel
Will neither slumber nor sleep.
5The LORD is your keeper;
The LORD is your shade on your right hand.
6The sun will not smite you by day,
Nor the moon by night.
7The LORD will protect you from all evil;
He will keep your soul.
8The LORD will guard your going out and your coming in
From this time forth and forever.

No matter how tough the things you face, how scary the journey maybe...He'll be there for you..

Pray that he protects every single footsteps you made..God Bless!

Kids Kingdom

2008-06-10T11:53:00.003+08:00

The title will dictate to you that these children dominate the Kingdom. Every Sunday morning we'll have a Kids service, praying,singing,dancing and they are thought to give contribution to the poor. I'm so convicted when I saw Lucius reminded Mia to put the money in the bag which she already did earlier. It was simply inspiring.

TJ post a question while he was explaining the lesson for that day. He ask, have they feel hurt before? The children answered: Yes...So TJ ask one of them, why you feel hurt? Dad Spank me :) TJ ask again why? Child answered, Cause I'm naughty...

It was just so amazing to look at them and learn how they respond to their own wrongdoing.

Chee How then took over from the bible story to live application. He gave them a few scenario as to " WHAT WILL JESUS DO IF THIS..WERE TO HAPPENED? "

So he ask, if Jesus saw a girl and she drop her ice cream on her shirt and subsequently cried because she have no more ice cream to eat..so what will Jesus Do?

All the children put up their hand and wanted to answer....So he pick one of them..ok Edmund..JeSus will buy her another Ice cream....So we laugh true...Chee How explain..Jesus will comfort her and help her to clean her shirt or change to another one...

After Kids Kingdom is over while waiting for the parents to pick them up..Jerod come to me and said..teacher I got 20sen, lets play magic...we played for almost 10 minutes...and he said..teacher your hair so long...he said...cut short like me...hahahahhaa..so cute...then he said...teacher your finger so long....luckily he did not ask me to shortened it..fuh...

All the Kids is so adorable...so proud of them...how they express their love to Jesus and their love to you..They just need 5 minutes to be close to you...they love you are who you are..they don't question your motive they just accept you and want to be your friend...

They are really a joy...can't wait to see them growing and one day become a disciple...

God Bless the little Children...all the children of the world...red and yellow black and white all are precious in his sight..Jesus love the little childen of the World..

:)

Swing

2008-06-06T10:09:00.004+08:00

123....weeeeeee 1.........2.......3.....Weeeeeeeee! Higher...HIGHER.....gO hIGHER........

Daddy used to bring me out for a swing or swimming at the Swimming club... I still got my photo with my milk bottle. Looking back at childhood simply put a smile on my face.

Mum and Dad work very hard for the three of us. Mum used to cook lunch and which include also for us dinner, she and Dad will then leave the house by 11am for work and come back by midnight. Danny will took care of the two of us..doing homework, afternoon nap and heat up the dinner and make sure we finish our meal. I could'nt understand why we need to finish our food, sometimes you know kids need some junk! :P
Like the saying goes..a junk food a day keeps the child awake ;) hehehehe

Danny woke up early each morning to help dad prepare for his hawker stall. Dad own a van which he travel around selling burgers and drinks..After settling the two of us, Danny will ride his motorbike to the place where dad placed his stall and help them till evening comes.

Being a child all I know is to whine and argue with them why they should'nt work so much...they should just stay at home and have time with each one of us. Alex is the most timid of the three of us, he is quiet and never demand anything at all. He is easilty contented with things. Dad use to ask him what he want for his birthday..all he'll do is to shook his head. So dad decided to buy him a "REBORK" Pump shoe for his special day..you'll not believe this " Pls don't try this at home " he slept with the shoe...I thought he was wierd...

Having stated that, I love each one of them very much. Despite the little time we have with each other..all my dad think of is our future, all mum wants is to see us grow and be someone out there. Danny understood their hardwork and thus waisting food is as bad as not appreciating them at all. As for Alex he is easily content with whatever dad gave him.

I pray that each of them will be able to know God and one day be in his Kingdom...

If you do have a prayer request do drop here. I'll be more than glad to pray for you...

Love you people :)

Which is better?

2008-06-05T10:32:00.003+08:00

If you know, Malaysians are one of the most hard working people on earth. Back in 1990 I got a shock and dissappointed when the shopping mall in Sydney closses sharp at 5pm. 4.30pm people is already packing their stuff to go home. To my surprise, there is nothing interesting at night. The only thing my cousin suggested was to go for the gay bar or the Mardigrass show. What? Did I heard you correctly? That is awefull..I'm neither a guy nor a gay...so what is that suggestion.

So we decided to stay put at home and watch a movie. Back then I'm only 15th, so you are aware that when the clocks ticks 8pm we could only go into the room for some kids show like Simpson. So I'm a big fans of Simpson that I bought a shirt in Australia that I could wear it to make a point.

All I did in Australia was visiting some parks and historical places. Uncle Simon even tested me on the name of the flag. Oh dear...this is a killer trip. I wish shopping complex closes at 10.00 so I can escape from all this educational children trips.

KL is the best. You got to stay up late and go fondue your way to the mamak and catch a midnight show..now I'm reaching my late 20s..and I come to realisation how I wish I could visit Australia again. Sitting by the beach, having my fish and chips, go home early and have some family time. Steamboat at the yard and crack some jokes before a good nite kiss from mum and dad. Simpson with Adrian and Jay...laugh at the fact that I hit myself on the crytal clear window...

Sometimes, the other side of the field really looks greener...be it a job or a friend or even your spouse..but let not change what God has plan...

My Quiet Time This morning inspires me by the fact that, God told Jeremiah he knew him before he is in his mother's womb. Jeremiah excuses is that I'm only a child how can I tell the people what you have commanded me.

God then said to him " Do not say that you are a child, I'm with you and I'll rescue you. In life there is 1001 and excuses and challenges, but what I choose is what dictates the very outcome.

Which is better?

Shall Ponder...........

Meditate

2008-06-04T10:10:00.003+08:00

Last week was an interesting week for me. Lots of assignment to mark, student to attend to, spending time with the disciple,sister group meet up to prepare ourself for the high month,conflict resolving, UM application which turns me down and a deep talk with honey it was just rather overwhelming...I know you could relate to me.

Sometimes things can be as just overwhelming and tiring..but it was all worth it! When my student sms me and talk to me about their struggles, God made me realised that you are appreciated and trusted in the work you do. He is working at different people's life in his own special way, to give encouragement and helping them go through different challenges in life. For us, nothing much we have done, for them we have given them enough courage to face the challenge.

Then God said, "Behold, [Ps 104:14; 136:25] I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the surface of all the earth, and every tree which has fruit yielding seed; it shall be food for you

What about the spending time? If I could recall, I've never used this vocab before I became a Christian all I know is to hang out or catch movie or go yum cha at some nice mamak at late nites. There is some spiritual concept when I was ask to spent time for a very first time :) That is so cool, there is no longer about me and the person who I spent time with, God is always in between the conversation and how we deal with the situation as a disciple. I thought that was so awesome!! So when I have a chance to spent time with someone, I shall look forward that God is with Us :)

[Acts 14:17
*--correction--* Acts 17:27
] though He is not far from each one of us;

Thursday was sisters meet up, Shan Shan ask us to update ourself and share our ups and down. Come to realised of it, everyone faces challenges...none of it is less important than mine... seeing how they overcome and make it into an Up of their week was really inspiring. Not self focus, not selfish, but vulnarable, open and inspiring..Felt so refresh after the meet up..felt recharge to face the week again..maybe at times we can be so self focus on our troubles and challenges but who knows that your struggles brings assurance and confident to others when it is used to glorify God in all situation.

Deuteronomy 10:21
"He is [Ps 109:1; 148:14; Jer 17:14] your praise and He is your God, who has done these great and awesome things for you which your eyes have seen.

The best part of the week was to resolve conflicts with my Shiau Foong, I realised I understand her more everytime we resolve. We fight, we laugh, we cried and we resolve..God help us to put Matthew 18 into practise..I know one day when I just look back at our friendship I know there is no regrets and our love for each other has brought us through..

As for UM application :) Nevermind, I'm happy for the fact that God has shown me what he has prepared in advance for me. His plans never fails..I have many people who just come forward to give me their words of encouragement and affirmation. I enjoy my dating life, lecturing and doing God's work. The future is in his hand, I can only go on my knee to ask God to show me his will.

For desert :) go on a date with honey! We have a great chat about our childhood and other issue in our dating life. Though it was up and down but it is still a great experience to be able to date someone. It really helps me to grow in different area as a christian.

So when things go wrong as they sometimes will, take a rest if you may, but stick to the fight when it's hardest hit, cause you'll reap your harvest when you never give up and does'nt quit.

God Bless!

Thank You

2008-06-02T10:49:00.003+08:00

Saturday was an intense day for all the contract student. Facing Exam on Monday and butterflies are all over and student is so tense up and worried. Phew.. I can understand that feelings. I felt like hugging each one of them and say thank you for putting in all the hardwork..You will definitely reap the result very soon.

Joan said, Miss I wish to bring you into the exam hall. It makes me realised that the last few years I ask God the same. He did go through every moment with me to just calm me and help me out on those time I got Panic attack. Ya Joan I wish I could just be there...but no worries...I know you have work hard and now you just have to tell your self the little that I have I will go in and not give up!

I heard Yen Siang vomitted on Sunday and not feeling too well. Just a little thought of smsing her and make sure she is ok and get her MC submitted, I just gave her a simple text. Her replied " Wah your information so Geng one must be from Jason :) Miss Thank you ( infinity ) I will make you proud tomorow.

Girl I just want to say that I'm always proud of you, your eagerness to wait for me to end my class and asking me question on contract law till late nite. Study and do your assignment and comming for sassy already make me so proud of you.

Thank you all my student for being such an encouraging bunch of blessing to me. Giving me support and be there to just tell me how much you have appreciated me for the last 9 months is enough to make me proud of you.

Jason, I am inspired to see how you help your classmates even on Sunday just to ensure that the weaker onces is alright. I'm definitely so proud and may God grant you with good results.

I'm gonna miss all of you, I'm sorry coz I can only see all of you 5 minute before your exam start today. I know the hall is intense, do remember I'm here praying for each of you that I could remember by name and those I can't I have also lay down my prayer request that God be with you in spirit to fight it through.

Love All of you! See you in 3 months time on your result. I am looking forward to rejoice with all of you and for all the hard work that you have put in.

Love,
Ms EVELYN

Why you So like that :(

2008-05-27T09:35:00.003+08:00

I wish I could be like Jane or Wye Leng that I could be spiritual all the time. But at times I fail to still do what is right, knowing clearly what the bible says and what God expect from us. Like Paul I oso don't know why I do what I dont want to do and yet still do it.

Like Eve, knowing clearly what God told her not to eat the forbidden fruit yet ate it.Hmm...I am so weak..I am battling to pick up myself every morning..some morning I woke up feeling really misserable and loss about where I am heading to. I loss my passion for people and felt alone in this world...that reminds me of the song "This world is not my home"

I sat in the train this morning, battling in my mind what happened the past few days..and reading the book "Secure in Heart". It was so true that I felt lonely at times..I felt no body is around to care and concern about me. I m only expected to care and concern of another person. Am I wrong to expect as well?

I know he will comfort me...

I can see now, God that your decisions are right;
Your testing has taught me what's true and right
Oh, love me and right now! hold me tight!
just the way you promised
Now comfort me so I can live, really live;
your revelation is the tune I dance to

Psalm 119:75-77

I Love You

2008-05-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show you compassion.
For the LORD is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him!

Isaiah 30:18

Trust for he Love you

2008-04-07T10:20:00.005+08:00

It was just so convicting to hear people sharing their faith and how they use difficult times to glorify God and trust in his mighty power. Sometimes, we are just too lack of faith although we know God will never harm us but instead wants the best for us.

Passage Psalm 139:13-14:

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

2 Samuel 7:28

O Sovereign LORD, you are God! Your words are trustworthy, and you have promised these good things to your servant.

No matter how tough the road that we might sometimes falls, I know he will help us up and do even greater things we could ever imagine. I will wait in expectation like David for God to hear my prayer. May you be blessed by him while he work things out for you.

Love you :)

Something Great

2008-03-31T16:25:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking what shall I write this time. But it was just so much things happened last week. Maybe I should start w my parent coming to town last Wednesday, we went to wack some Indian Vegetarian and that nite was also the church AGM.

The next day, I went over to Val's place to spent sometime and get to know her and seek some help. To my surprise she is so understanding and gave me some encouragement to grow. But it was just so great to learn from her.

On Friday, mum continue her bible study with Lyn and Katy. It was rather a challenge for her to make decision that Jesus is the only way. She struggle to let go her believe and just follow JEsus. Anyway, I trust God that he'll make a way and I know she will make it. Thanks to every hardwork that all of you have put in, at his timing things will fall into place. Do continue to pray for her.

Sunday was just interesting :) Sitting in the Golden Girls morning devo, hearing them sharing about life and their conviction was really refreshing and heart warming. Sisters should definitely sit in and learn from older woman as what Bible says.

So what is something GREAT?

Its the BIG APPLE...my boyfriend was so awesome :) We went for a treat in Big Apple and of course being me...I got to choose what I Want :). I wonder why does it call Big Apple.

Here you have it !

I shall stop feasting already. Life is too wonderful with all the food around and I'm wonderfully putting on weight :(

My Love Language

2008-03-13T15:01:00.002+08:00

Evelyn's primary language of love is acts of service. When a loved one does a simple chore for her it speaks volumes about how much they care about her. Of course, different acts of service mean more to her - and that's up to her and her loved ones to figure out.

Discourage

2008-02-16T18:04:00.004+08:00

6:05pm...so tired on a Saturday afternoon Lectures. 2 more lectures and 5 more reversion classes...I shall take a break to enjoy myself.

Very stressed and tired the whole week. So many things need to prepare and so many classes to entered into. Standing and teaching is just so challenging, 3 long hours on heals and writing on the board and talking as loud as I can...I just wish after all the teaching and yelling and hard work someone will just come up and say.." I appreciate you..

Sometimes, that will not come true..I shall only keep the feelings to myself. I can only work without expectation this is the world had for me. I pay you " you better work hard". I believe you can relate to me.

This year my new year resolution is to really look at others interest before mine. I'm a total failure and I felt so lausy...I can't lower down my standard to put myself on other people's shoe...It just does'nt fit.. the more I force myself...the more I felt discourage when I can't control the situation.

Who will understand?

Let me

December

2007-12-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

I wish I could just blog and fill up my blog like a journal. But sometimes, life is not as what I have wish or tolerate with what I want. Things will just change according to time and circumstances..But have I change?

Another year gonna pass by in a fleeting moment. Another long journey to go through in life..but will I change? Have my dreams ever change? Till now people is asking me why I'm not practising...what answer shall I give? What more can I say?

Maybe in a while more I shall perservere and God will take those heart broken time to an end and start a new chapter for me. If my journal is like a blank page may I'll learn to draw many flowers and green grass so that I can be away from all the troubles in this world..

But Life is still reality...will I find faith in all that I do? Will I be able to Love people as who they are? Hmm/...2 more weeks to go to end my year I just felt today is like 1996...when I was still dreaming about my future...who knows it will come true :)

Today Office seems quiet..everyone already went on holiday and college gonna close soon...I'm going to meet Ai Ching my new leader in a while..pray that we'll have a great time and may God bless my year next year with a new group

Still bit insecure...but I know I can overcome it...To my old group...I really treasure each of you...will catch up in church..Love you'll very much :)

Have a blessed Christmas and a Happy New Year

His Faithfullness

2007-10-06T09:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life is just full of troubles and things we want to achieve. Many times the standard we set is as a result of our life experience and peer pressure. But above all we all find our path and love in Jesus which we might not understand...

Lelaki InI Anuar Zain

2007-10-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

How to respond ?

2007-09-08T15:49:00.000+08:00

As a disciple we are thought to Love and reach out to the Lost. Many a times because we understand these concept we also want to be Love and be reach out to. As a disciple we are thought to Love our neighbour and pray for our enemies. So I thought....hmm interesting...who is my enemy then? I shall go home and spot them...I mean not my housemate I mean I shall go home to put it on paper and pray for them.

Sometimes it is just Hard to relate to them, but one thing I shall remember Jesus says: "I come for the sick" thus we are all equally sick people, we are not superior than the other.

This two weeks was a challenging week for me. Everyone is talking about results and I'm one of the minority who does'nt make it for a second class. It can be heart broken though after 4 years of hard work and I reap the fruit that I have sown. Anyway, I know I'm not in control of things I can't be mourning and self pity about it. Life is more important than just results.

Somehow knowing God, makes me believe in Justice than I was before. People says there is no justice in this world. I say there is! God will make Justice when time comes, otherwise we shall not even believe in Heaven right? So just like Love is from him thus we ought to love like him..and Justice is by him and we ought to obey..( Don't try to argue with me on this I'm not a Juris)

I love what I'm doing now, God has prepared the journey for me and I just need to keep going. Challenge and troubles will come, it is not why it comes but how I could respond with God glorifying attitude so that they can praise him for his works for a wretch like me.

So everyone, don't be sad for me. Don't be afraid to ask me about my results..God have a plan for me and a plan to prosper me and not to harm me, a plan to give me Hope and a Future...Love is what matters...

Thank God for all of you and my Lovely Boyfriend...Life is still beutiful to me :)

God is so Real

2007-08-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

Tired...5 more minute I'll wake up and do QuiTe Time and prayer before work. tRIT..tRIT..tIT..tRITTTTTTTT (Alarm Clock) " eVE WAKE Up go to work.... Huh ok...I'm going to wake up...just give me another 5 minute...someone is using the bathroom...Shiau Foong :- ok..

5 minute dream
Dad was reading the news paper, mum is not around. I'm sitting next to him " Dad..its time to know God and study up the bible...Dad: Putting down his paper and turn to me and said " Alrite dear " I immediately HUG him and said " Thank you Dad and I'm in tears disbelieving the truth of it...

Suddently we heard children singing outside our house we went to the window and peep out, "Sir we are collecting funds for our church and we are carrying the Cross coz Jesus is our Lord..and we love him...

Trit..trit...trit.............I woke up and I'm in tears..OH MY GOD!! I kneel and pray " Dear Father in heaven is this your will for me to speak up and stand for what is right? God please humble me your servant for my dad's salvation sake.....

Some hear this will think it was just a dream but it was indeed an unforgettable moment for me in my Christian life.

A week latter, my Brother called. Bee..dad is not feeling well he want to go home to Ipoh for medical check up. Mum:- Dear I miss you, your dad is old already I told him not to worry so much and pray..Bible says " Do not worry " Your dad is willing to pray with me every nite. You do pray for him oso...Wow!! Mum is so positive!! I tahan my tears, my voice is trembling and I cant hold my tears and Thank God for his plan..

For those who know my story " My dad is not a Christian, he use to persecute mum from going to church and chase my Aunt who is a Christian out from our house and he just hate Christian. When I decided to get baptised is indeed a sting in his heart...I've learn to love him over the years as how Christ has love me. When I've no faith God is providing a way..

I believe God is so real.. Do welcome them when they are home!! I misses them so much after a Long 10 months...Dear Reader please pray for my Dad's health ya..

Love you all,
Eve

My New Home

2007-08-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

It's real Busy yet so fun being a Lecturer. At least life is full of colours and challenges while you contribute to the society, teaching them the meaning of what life and education can do good to them. So this is how we have fun in the staff room besides reading and reading and reading and reading and reading....that's my job for the time being...

U . P . DATES

2007-06-27T11:04:00.000+08:00

At the Interview after the lecturing performance ( mock Lecture ):

Evelyn, how long it takes for you to prepare for this topic? me: 2 hours or so. Is this your favourite subject? Hmm not exactly I'm preparing it as it was one of my favourite topic and with the short time I have, so I guess it was a good topic to prepare.

Mr. Felix: Evelyn, if you work hard you'll go a long way. Ms Betty: Yup you can teach you have stand a challenge with the rest of them by doing a totally different topic. Mr Felix: knod with aggrement and approval. So what is your favourite subject? me: Contract. Ms Betty: If I give you a chance to teach contract you'll be more than glad? me: :) Yup!

So Evelyn why you want to teach? To be frank, I'm studying Law with the intention to become a lawyer one day, but my perspective have change along the way. The dedication, the hard work and Love from the Lectures have inspired me to be part of them. So here I am.

Mr. Felix: Great! I'm looking for someone with a heart to teach and with a passion. So Ms Betty what do you think? Yup she is good, I'll give her a chance. Mr Felix: I think you will do well, you just have to do more research for the lecture and build your student confidence in you. Alrite Evelyn " WELCOME ON BOARD " Here's your schedule for next week intensive training. We'll be the Monsters student, Please talk to your Boss about it and call me if there is anything you need.

Meanwhile, I hope the Best for you, we'll streamline again in September to choose the FINAL 8. Please go home and think trough 3 subjects of your best that you want to lecture and we'll see if we can give it to you...

Any question? Mr Felix, If I don't do my CLP will it be a detriment? Nope but eventually you will need to do your Masters. We have partner with the local university and if you intend to teach, LLM is what you should be looking at.

BLA BLA BLA.....7:20pm..Evelyn thanks for your time...see you on MONDAY.

-------------------------------------------------
Uncle JAGA

Hi Uncle! Hi Chemor...you come for interview? Yeah! I got it I'm coming next Monday dont tahan me ya!! Uncle..no lah welcome Welcome..

Fuh!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! God thank you so much giving me a chance to teach.. Shiau Foong and Li Kean you have been a real supporter and best friend to me. Meanwhile cannot forget my dedicated Brother Scott who give lots of advice and Input and Sock Wei for the correction and guidance. Thank you everyone for praying for me...

Love you'll... Monday 9.30am Will be in ATC for my first day training! Hip Hip Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lecturing Performance Interview

2007-06-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Tonite I'm gonna do a 10 minute lecturing interview in my college. Still bit nerveous, if by God's will I pray that I'll do fine and not stammer when I speak. Pls keep me in your prayer 6:30pm interview. Will keep you guys updated about the results.

Here's my speech :)

I’m going start with Statutory interpretation.

Before we go into the subject proper it is good to at least understand the nature and the importance of statutory interpretation in our law subject. As a law student you are required to learned and master this area for you to develop a decision making when facing with various statutes throughout the year.

Basically statutory interpretation connotes a guidelines or rule for the judge to follow in their decision making process. The Rigidity of such a rule is to ensure that the judges give a partial and just interpretation which reflects the intention of Parliament.

Their role of interpretation is crucial and thus it might be detriment to the litigation parties if there is no standard in the application of law. To ensure such certainty in law, judges is guided by the doctrine of statutory interpretation ie: Literal Rule; Golgen Rule; mischief rule or the purposive approach.

Literal Rule would mean that the judge read the statute in its literal,ordinary and natural meaning.

However, this rule of interpretation has been criticized as being too rigid and may caused undesirable result.

For eg: R. v. Harris 1836,
Harris bit someone's nose off; it was unlawful to "stab, cut or wound" (this is also an example of expressio unius est exclusio alterius, and indeed the two approaches are complimentary). This implied that some instrument must be used - this may be criticised as symptomatic of the irrelevance and absurdity of the law, but it is not wholly indefensible, since for the law to develop as a science, it is essential for it to follow logical rules.

"We no longer construe Acts according to their literal meaning. We construe them according to their object and intent." - Lord Denning

If a plain meaning is used, Haris will not be guilty of causing harm as there is no instrument involve.

Re Sigsworth 1935, S murdered his mother and tried to claim his inheritance. There is a rule that no-one should profit from their wrong, this overruled a clear statutory right of a son to inherit on intestacy. Hence statutes may be modified on grounds of public policy, as one was in this case (the principle was an existing common law principle that would have applied had she had died having made a will). Although this a clear breach of the rule that clear and unambiguous words cannot be ignored, it surely accorded with Parliament's wishes.

Due to all this problems, Parliament has allowed a degree of flexibity especially today with the involvement of the Human Rights Act 1997, judges can play a more proactive role in their decision making process and ensure that Justice is done.

- Criticism
Although many would criticize that Judges is seen to make law and it is against the doctrine of separation of powers.

Whatever said and done it must be noted that the role of a judge should be one who reason and ensure justice is done to innocent parties.Rigidity only leads to absurdity in the law. Judges also plays a part in the development of common law in the UK. As we can see today many statute has been amended due to the weakness in the wording and may not cover all situations even the best draftmen may not provide all eventualities.

Therefore, it requires a degree of flexibility to succumbed to the social, political and economical change in the society.

Amen!! Not Bad Not Bad!! Tengah mimpi nak jadi cikgu nie....hehehehe ;)

Step in a Right Direction

2007-06-12T13:22:00.000+08:00

So hard to come out with the first word for the day. Maybe it should start with an encouragement. You know World Disney motto?

" ALL OUR DREAMS WILL COME TRUE IF YOU HAVE THE COURAGE TO PURSUE THEM "

I love quotes! Everywhere I go whenever there is a quote I will save it in my message box, who knows you need it someday.

So back to the right direction..I had just finished my final part 2 for LLB. August will determine my next steps and career path. I was flipping through my certificates and achievement for the past 6 years and preparing my resume as a Para Legal in the Legal department. Have to start from scratch...hmmm burden burden...

hmm...today still no mood to blog lah...wait lah..next update for the rest of the updates...

Welcome Speech

2007-06-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

Dear Evelyn,

Welcome back to your blog. Please continue blogging and your service is very much appreciated. Otherwise kindly return back your username and password for other people who need it more than you. Thank you for your continuing support!!

From,
Blog readers

Dear Readers,

Thanks for dropping by such and encouragement. I am so encourage and touched by the love and support you gave me. I’ve decided not let you guys down anymore with my empty Blog. Please keep clicking to my blog page and may God bless your heart. Meanwhile, below is a story of my life for the past 3 months when I was sent to Mars for mission purposed... so Enjoy!!

PS: The information is in the process!! :P Coming Soon To your Blog JUN 2007

Don't you miss this?

2007-03-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

Dear Reader,

Many many years ago, when I was 40 remember? This was the first Blog template I used to start my nonsense. But many many years latter, I realised that I missed it so much. The elegant Black with my favourite Green Wording and memories of my good old days started to flash back. Remember there goes the saying " Who I am in the future is as a result of what I am today". So today I am who I was right? Ok that is confusing I know. Nevermind, just enjoy the rest of my post.

I love blogging back then in the British Council when I study full time. Oh...I missed those feelings of being freed like a bird and going to that place sitting at the park for my lunch and prayer..I felt like a British...remember? Wondering off with the beauty of God's creation while learning my legal reasoning skills. I just love those time.

But life is not always easy, there are times that we will have to endure the cubical space in our life, only God knows how you feel. Many shared their down times especially being a disciple when we come together, we love to switch to the mode of telling how we felt. Maybe " Love " is not the best word to use, at least we know there is a shoulder to cry on.

4 more days of work in the travel industry and I'm gonna say goodbye. I think it is time for me to go into the legal field. Just before you graduate many will tell you that in future they'll hire you as their Lawyer, thinking that they I will not charge them. They'll even seek for your advice when they commited a crime thinking that there is a way out. So my 5 cent advice is keep your finger cross and pray that I'll graduate and pass my CLP and I'm at your service.

Tommorow revision going to start. Gonna have long hours of study study and study during the weekend. Hope I'll cross the line of the final laps....Do keep me in your prayer ya. By the way David " Thank you so much for fasting for me" Shiau Foong, Li Kean and my dearest Honey who always pray and be there for me. My dearest God who never Give up on me..I'll not let you down...

This is my last post until June comes..catch up in church and college friends..

Love you Lots and Lots,
Eve

JoJo Ryan

2007-03-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

FIRE BOAR

2007-02-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hi Folks :P how's chinese New Year been doing? I wish I could invite you to my house to collect Ang Pau, watch TV and eat some standard cookies ( Pineapple Tart, nuts cookies and the like). Too Bad I'm still single and my parents is not at home. So dream on k...Since new year is still weeks to end, please keep mine ok..I'll collect it when I see you hahahahaha ( So CLEVER ;) ).

Put your hands up 1 2 3...JUMP!! Yeah! 1 2 3 JUMP!! eh be carefull..

That is a holiday mood expression...ok here come again 1 2 3..you don't jump lah...old liao..I got no car to bring you see Sin Sei leh...you clap hand k...

This year is rather different for me. No more debauchary of mandarin orange and new year cookies..not even a proper reunion dinner. My weekend was given to the traffic jams and devoted to much sleep. I sleep more and more each year...if I could count it will come up to the total amount of public holidays in a year..minus the Selangor public holiday still alot of sleep...fuh...better repent...exam is so near...yet so the lazy...

I watch most movie as well this year...Sammi Cheng dunno what Title,Kung Fu and Norbit in the Cinema..hmmm maybe that is an achievement..You know me...sleeping beauty...ahahahahahaha...ok ok not to offend the Disney fans...I'm the Queen ok...Hearsay I study during CNY oso...can you believe that? Really...

Having stated that, I shall inspire you guys with some good news as well lah. I manage to spent some time with YU YU this year. We went jalan jalan at Jusco on 2nd day of new year..fellowship and talking about our dreams and we had home cook dinner too. What is so special? My 1st time going out with her after a long 2 years staying together. So I repented ;P

So excited!! Tuesday finally came.. Going to visit Scott's family, for the first time I've got the chance to visit disciple's house in KL. Everyone was quite surprise to see me back in KL so early. " same question and I repeated same answer.." Eve why you back to KL so early? Hey does'nt go back hometown? " :) as I am repeating myself finally David answer for me...." Her parents not in town..bla bla bla"its ok friends thanks for all the concerned..appreciate you guys asking..Really...dont believe me? someone said I came home early coz I want to meet someone important.. :) that one is true oso lah...

Next we went to David's house.So happy I received an Ang Pau from Norbita's Mum. I will keep it in Safe Deposit k :) ok ok don't get mad..Its New Year afterall..you got to be nice to me k...

However, the happiest time is definately meeting my dearie.. after such long time he is away..We had great time of encouraging and enjoying each other presence. He is just so loving to me.

So here wishing you guys a Happy Chinese New Year..May you prosper like the Fire Boar hehehehe I mean in your Love and as sweet as me.. :)

Ok folks sorry for the long winded post..will keep it short and sweet next time. Enjoy what is left!!

Gong Xi Fa Chai

2007-02-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

The Day After Valentines

2007-02-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone,

Thanks for all the sweet messages last nite. Let me share an extract from " Hamlet " with you which Ms Meera shared with me after class last nite. Read silently to yourself and do ponder and share your feelings with me. Remember that Shakespeare is best when shared.

" Doubt thou the stars are fire,
Doubt that the sun doth move,
Doubt truth to be a liar,
But never doubt I love. "

"Hamlet", William Shakespeare

In an ever changing world, let love inspire us to be the best that we can be and to give to those who we care about the best that there is in us.

Happy Late Valentines Day!

Lift me up

2007-02-13T10:08:00.000+08:00

People says " When you walk you must look up straight and ensure that you do no slouch" The reason is abviously that you'll bring a more confident self and there is a sence of Pride.

I was looking on my steps last nite while walking home. I look at the rain drops that falling on my feet. The road is filled with flowing waters and it keeps flowing though I try to stop it. I refuse to look up, coz I know the rain drops will hit my head and my face and it will be real hurt.

So I keep looking at the ground and walk towards my house. The rains stop, maybe God also want me to lift up my face and look at the rest of the wonders around me. Maybe...

Meanwhile, just deny myself and be happy...maybe it will be better...

Smile

2007-02-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

Smile, though your heart is aching,
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky,
You'll get by
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear
May be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.

Tyler

2007-02-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

He'll Protect

2007-02-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

1 I look up to the mountains—
does my help come from there?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
who made heaven and earth!

3 He will not let you stumble;
the one who watches over you will not slumber.
4 Indeed, he who watches over Israel
never slumbers or sleeps.

5 The Lord himself watches over you!
The Lord stands beside you as your protective shade.
6 The sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon at night.

7 The Lord keeps you from all harm
and watches over your life.
8 The Lord keeps watch over you as you come and go,
both now and forever.

His Faithfullness

2007-01-30T12:14:00.000+08:00

I was chatting with my Brother in Canada awhile ago and he said " Hey! We are having dinner with Helen this weekend" So I ask " Who's Hellen? He said, Hellen from Vancouver...I was rather blur and ask the question again.. who? The one you ask to call mum..oh...oh..ya my friend from Canada Church, she's our church member in Canada. ( Can you believe that? The WORD has reach their home in Canada.)

4 years ago I was baptised to the Kingdom of God. All I know then was the fear to make decision to follow Christ. To forgo my 4 years wordly dating relationship and to ask my parent consent for my decision. I make such radical decision in a car setting travelling to my Cousin's wedding. I thought this was a good day to inform them about my decision, afterall they can't shout at me at the wedding don't they.

" Mum, Dad I've decided to get baptised" Dad: What? You don't try to be funny with me " all the gods are the same. You betrayed what your anchestors believed all these years..You'll not have time for your family once you have your church". While listening to that I prayed in my heart " Father please make it easy for me, Lord before they throw me out from the car" Lord give me strength to make my stand..." Dad, there is only one and only God and I want to follow him. I will Love you no matter what..." The car was silent for a moment 20 minutes of silent before reaching Eastin Hotel from Bukit Jalil. You can almost hear my heart beats louder than the wind blowing outside the window...Oh God what have I said " Why there is a suddent silence...? I was baptised on 13/03/03 into the Kingdom and I call home to inform my mum and dad. Mum: You have decided and you already a big girl we can't do anything else. Sounded sad to me but I know God has a promise for me...

2005, Ipoh mission team was called and God has sent his people to reach out to our family in Ipoh. I invited my parent to Ipoh Bible talk where ZQ was sharing about the Meaning of life and he shared from Ecclesiates. My dad was reluctant to listen and even look at the bible. All I know is that he go there cause he wanted to see me. Definately God is faithful and the disciple reach out to them and be friends with them everytime they go down to Ipoh for visit.

Feb 2006, Hannah suggested that we shall have a dinner with my parent and I told them my dad's birthday is on February. For the first time, I celebrated my dad's birthday with a sharing. I was so fearful and my voice were trembling while sharing to my dad how much I appreciate and adore him while I were younger. and I end it with another Taboo " Happy Birthday Dad I Love you" I was in tears and he was silent still..and to break the ice, the disciple back up with a word of encouragement and tell him " Uncle we are very proud of your daughter and she have been a good girl, you dont have to worry and while she were in the Car to Ipoh she prayed that God make today special for you. Happy Birthday.

Deep in my heart I know, he knows how much I love him and my mum shed tears that nite hearing me expressing love towards my dad. He might not be the most awesome dad to many but he nonetheless has work very hard to provide everything for me.

I continue to praise God for his love for me and my family, I know God is faithful though I'm faithless. I prayed consistently for their salvation and for God to send his angels to work in their life. June last year my mum decided to study the bible after my exam, and my parents left to Canada on October. I wrote an email to Sarah Vancouver church of Christ to tell her that my mum will be there for 6 months. Please help to reach out to her and if possible even continue the bible study with her. Sarah said she would love to help but the church is 3 hours away from my brothers place unless they are willing to travel to Vancouver. I have loose my faith but only able to pray that God have mercy on them and prolong their life while mum have high blood and diabetes.

27 Jan 2007, Helen a disciple in Canada Church of Christ called my brother to arrange for a meet up with my parents. They'll be meeting up this weekend for Dinner. I am so amazed by the news! I though, God you have been so faithful to me despite all my faithlessness. I look back at my disciple life in awe knowing that God has been working throughout. I was blessed even with a man who love God in the Kingdom which I never thought I will meet someone again after the painful break up. I'm definately so gratefull..

God will make a way, though it seems to be no way....He works in ways I cannot see....he will make a way....he will make a way.....

Dear Lord I praise your name, for you are the Lord of Lords and King of Kings. All the creature in the universe shall praise your name...

Love you all.

Evelyn

God do you hear us?

2007-01-29T11:57:00.000+08:00

I marked my Calender to set aside Friday for church despite my busy schedule troughout the week. Class was just intense last week, Monday with bible study, Tuesday and Wednesday Class, Thursday self study and Friday finally came for Prayers Nite.

After work, I took the lrt to PWTC to hang around before meeting Yew Ching in Sentul. My 1st home cook dinner for 2007 at Yew Ching's place, I'm so grateful...dinner make me so sleepy and the wind blows through the window my eyes were wearies and ZZzzzzzz....

Dong Dong Dong Dong 11pm. " Evelyn 11 already, we need to go to Derick's and Val's place. Hmm...oh..ok...wait wait..I'm wearing my PJ...wait wait brush my teeth 1st...wash my face...so tired...." Eve...hurry up..we suppose to meet at 11...ok ok wake up already taking my bible.....Speed coming............

Derick's house was so nice especially the seat bar he made overlooking the City from 11th Floor. It was just amazing, hehe...making my self at home I made my own tea...and sat next to the window and praise God for such a wonderful place...wow I like it so much..God please bless me with a Home...

So prayer start once Andrew and Angeline arrive. We started off with some worship songs and prayer of praises to our Lord. It was just so amazing to listen to different people praises and gratefullness despite the challenging circumstances that they have to face. It has humbles me....:'(

Then we had a short break for refreshment...hehehehe...minum dan makan at those add hours...and we fellowship and get to know each other. Knowing that Andrew was an Engineer working in a factory near my house and Angeline is pursuing her Child care education at the same time working at a Kindergarden and still able to serve the Lord with all their heart really amazes me. " So Evelyn how's Dating life? Has Roger been good to you? :) Smilling away...in acknowledgement and Andrew wonders...hahahaha...and Val actually praise God for me getting steady so early as a disciple...God is amazing...

After the break we have a communion passage and partake Communion. So I take the bread and wine..Hmm wat is that taste...my face turn bitter..iaks...Derick was looking at me...Control control it's time to remember Jesus...and Derick told us that it was a red wine...I know...that is why it tasted to terrible...Too strong, dry and bitter...Nevertheless I'm not even going through any thing like Jesus...

Prayers continue after that for our Church and I was assigned to specifically pray for more disciple to come into Leadership and deep conviction of the bible. I'm definately guilty of it as I'm even thinking of pulling out. I pray that God change my heart and serve him despite my burden...

Final break and we have our prayer for our self. I pray specifically in 4 areas 1) My Parent and Family Salvation, my Finance, my Studies and my Christian life. I know that God is faithfull..He'll never let me go no matter in what circumstances...

I'm so refreshed by the prayer that nite...me,and Siow Ling went to YC place to put up a nite. Like the maxim " Treat Like cases alike" Sisters were talking whole nite...about..hm...secret...

Friday was an awesome nite...I am grateful ;)

Give thoughts

2007-01-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

I really dislike forwarded mails but ignorance make you missed an opportunity right? So here is a forwarded mail from a friend of mine. Hope you'll enjoy reading it and come to realisation that life is not that tough if you were to choose to first Love.

Here it goes...

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared

and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something .

DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:

11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game ...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital .....

11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

************************************************************************************
Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

Discipline Discipline No Time No Time

2007-01-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

God Please Help!!

If you can dream it, you can achieve it.

2007-01-08T09:19:00.000+08:00

Everyone was so excited with New Year Resolutions. They either have achieve what they dream for last year or were discourage by the fact that their goals was trampled due to some unforseen or I should say unprepared circumstances. Whatever it is everyone Love fresh start and look forward for a better growth this year.

I shall admit I have not been growing much in my self discipline. At least not what I see I should have achieve. I'm a very impulsive person and I can only pick up myself when there is pressure and force or by constant reminder. Don't you think so, we are very forgetfull creature? I am :)

Striving to be discipline is still my struggle and I hope through many circumstances, challenges, worries, and perserverance I can reap this quality of self discipline.God says he diciplines whom he love right? Thus, I shall not loose heart even along the way I see more and more of my weaknesses.

My dream for this year is simple and I believe I am not too ambitous. What I want is to be a stronger disciple that when rains and storms come that I'm able to resist it definately by God's strength that I'm able to do it. So I shall start my year in the area of being a woman with a Gentle and Quiet Spirit, stronger within and not easily be distracted by cicumstances and social conditionaning or even peer pressure. I'm reading up the Bible on the 1st Fruit of the Spirit of Love and a book called " A Woman Forbidden Emotions". Will share more of this as I'm reading it k.

Do pray for my mum and dad to come home safely to home ground. Shiau Foong encourage me that God love them more than I do. I just got to trust God for their salvation, Yup trusting will always be a starting point of Loving him deeply. I got to thank my lovely room mate who initiate a daily household prayer and Li Kean who faithfully waking me up in the morning to prioratize my day for my Lord..

As for my personal goals I'm striving for a 4B's in my last 4 paper for my Degree. I'm striving to study at least 5 hours a day before my finals in May. Time does flies and I got to be serious about it. Irene says 2007 resolution be " positive"!! we can do it again, God will help us we just got to trust and be consistent. I'm setting my goals and looking forward to enter into Zulrafique to do my practise. If God's allow I can even teach Contract Law or Public Law with my B's. I can do better than Mr Adrian hahahaha.

I guess that's it not too ambitious right? Personal character, Walk with God, Bearing fruit, Loving others,Studies...I'm gonna missed the Ipoh mission for this 6 months. As a disciple I'm also learning to be in the habit of all the five areas during covenant renewal. So as a kick start will focus for the next 6 months and looking forward for MSC to finished 2007.

So far everything is sounding pretty good. I have a goal and a step by step plan on how to accomplish, now it’s time to get to work, right? Wrong. Plans rarely go precisely as you intended. I must leave room for errors and hurdles and how to get beyond them. Maybe you calculate you will need $10,000 for a down payment on that dream home. You plan to put aside $200 out of every weekly paycheck for the next year. By the end of that time, you should have your down payment. Unless an emergency expense pops up you didn’t plan on. Then what? Plan for the unexpected when planning goal settings.

Once you have your plan committed to paper, barriers and all, it’s time to get to work. On the days when you feel discouraged or feel it’s just too hard, go back over your plan. Make adjustments if necessary. Make a point to glance at the picture of your goal settings at least twice a day; morning and night. Most importantly, believe you can do it.

Lets get motivated!!!
If you can dream it, you can achieve it

There is None Like you

2007-01-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

There is None Like You

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long and find
There is none like You

Your mercy flows like a river wide
And healing comes from
Your hands
Suffering childer are safe in Your arms
There is none like You

I could search for all eternity long and find
There is none
There is none
There is none like You

Lecka Lecka

2007-01-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

Having blog about temptatations I'm gonna fall into one this Saturday. I don't know why I'm having a hock on Lecka but for sure I'll recommend you to go for the ambiance or I shall say the ice cream ;) ...Actually in the right terms is Sherbert ( Pronounce as sho beh ) made from gelato-dairy free. So Stephen can eat...100% Vegetarian so it is healthy :) hehehe not kidding :)

Yeah!! I'm looking forward for that Nockies!! But for now got to make sure my sore throat recover soon. I'm feeling bit sick now and if I catch a cold and fever I'll be so sad :( Drinking tons of H20 now but it still dont go away :(

Pls pray for me ya~~ I want to have a great weekend.

TemptationSsssss

2006-12-28T09:02:00.000+08:00

I can still clearly remember one of the CF camp I have attended this year discusses the topic of temptations. Before the topic starts, the organisor called up my Name.

" Can I have Evelyn, where is Evelyn, Ya Can we have Evelyn to pray for us
before we start. Shock!! Oh ok sure! Thus I went up to the front from my comfort
position leaning on the piller and holding the mic and then utter my Prayer. And
of course like the usuall CCC behaviour and practise Grace shout " come on
Evelyn !!

Yup having all that I'm tempted to say " Ha? Me? er...can you get someone else ( My heart says: You can't do it and you'll utter nonsense ) But nontheless the spirit who guided me to say ( Its ok, all you want to do is to present your praises and worship before God, the spirit will tranceed for you) So it was a Choice.

At times, choices is not that easy..it entice us, it haunts us and it stir our emotions into doing it. Temptations can be both by actions and ignorance. Even we clearly aware that it is wrong or forbidden by God we are still unable to resist it.

It was just so Strong and I am just so weak. Classic example has been laid down by God via Eve who ate the apple from the forbidden tree. Sometimes I wonder, it was just an apple she has so little will power. Yup! it was just an apple, but we are not tempted by the fact it was an apple we are tempted by the fact that our ear is turning to listen to all the false hope and pleasure that we may received as a result of doing a certain action.

Justin, says " TEMPTATIONSSsss" with a silent "s" that when we are tempted we kept it in secret coz it was not something we want others to know. It is shameful to let others know we are tempted. But the fact is because we seldom heard from others about this and we assume we are the only Alien who struggle with it. Rest assured " I am not singling my self out from this guilt " I was just so hard, so tough, and you feels like giving up everytime you fail to make the correct choice. At times it take charge over you even to dictate how you should behave, you keep on sinning and you can't see any hope any more.

At the camp we lay it down on a piece of Paper what temp us in our daily lives. Yup writting it down will be of great help to see how we have been attacked by social conditioning. Belief you me you'll amaze by the numbers of things you are tempted with ( eg: movie; chocolates; video games; sleeping; angry; bitterness; fashion; ludeness; physical intimacy etc etc ) That are just a few. You can try to list all that down on every page and fit in appropriate scripture to tell you that it was wrong.

As a congregation of law students, we want to uphold Res ipsa Luquitor Let the facts speak for it self. We debate on how we can overcome and sets better example in our Christian life to others. If you ask me, it would work by debating nor telling our self that I'll not do it again. Less that you know, that is the first thing you'll do.

I belief in Confession and Accountability. This would be the harder thing to do than to say I'll not do it again. I was reading about this book " Not even a Hint " by Joshua Harris on how to overcome some of the temptations we faced. Like what the book title suggested is that, we shall abstained from anything that will cause us to fall into such temptation. For example if you are struggling with sexuall sins, dont even look at magazines, and ensure you pick the right movie to watch. If you are struggling with cheese cakes temptations dont even walk into any bakery or cakes shops. The key was abstained.

That is one way of overcomming it. Since we are very human, we tend to do the opposite of what we know is right.

Bible says: Romans 10:10 for with the heart a person believes,
resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation.

1 John 1:9 (Whole Chapter) [Ps 32:5; Prov 28:13] If we confess our
sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and [Titus 2:14] to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

I believe non of us are perfect, though we are working hard towards it. Even So, God knows our weaknesses. He is a God who provides ways for us to overcome those guilt and chance for repentance. Otherwise, the word repentance will not even appear in the bible right? I was tought as a young Christian that Godly Sorrow leads to repentance..Is'nt that lovely?

I pray that 2007 will be a great year for each one of us. Do accept the fact that the world is full with temptations, but God has given us his Kingdom so that we can overcome even the impossible.

Love you Guys!! Happy New Year!!

Christmas Feel

2006-12-27T10:10:00.002+08:00

Hi Everyone!! How's Christmas thus far? I think I enjoyed the holiday so much. I think this is the only year that I've attended most of the Carolling session. I'm so excited to watch the song leaders sing those Christmas Carols and it really brings alot of joy and worship of Christ Birth and purpose for this world. I had a great time with the Twins ( Pui Woon and Pui Cheng) and Shiau Fong on the first nite in KLCC. They are just a bunch of really fun people to be with and get inspired on.

On the 24th nite, I was in the church doing decoration on the Christmas tree and it was just so fun playing around with the gold dust and laughing at all the pictures we hang on the Christmas tree. I'm so exhausted the following day but it was still real Christmas feel to me. Church service was awesome!! I just loved the sermon and Vincent had definitely done a real great Job. Christmas is about Giving and Loving!! yup, to Love is to give!!

And finally 25th a day with my Boyfriend! Dennon say " Fuyoh!! Marathon date! We dated from 12:30pm till 10:30pm. I really enjoy the time with him and the time just flies without us realising it. It make it even harder to say good bye. Nevertheless it was just so wonderful to be around with him. Most wonderful gift I had this year is to have quality time with you!!

Next round of party at home, watching the video clip about Aaron proposal.Wow!! Awesome, non stop great news from Heaven! Finally another couple is getting married! Congratulations guys hope you have a wonderful moment ahead settling down for greater things.

I had enough of marathons and here I come my baby my Bed my pillow my comforter and ZZzzzzzZZzz...26th !! Its Boxing day!! I'm unwrapping all the gift and I got a handbag from Shiau Fong! Oh my God!! It was marvellous! I love it so much thank you! thank you! thank you!

and thus Christmas is over! I'm sitting down reflecting and thinking about my journey next year. How should I go about? What is the thing I want to see, What are the things I need to change and what will life be like after graduating ? I'm looking forward...

The Condition of My Heart

2006-12-11T10:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm..very difficult topic to talk about. Nonetheless it still need pivotal considerations. Honestly I'm just too tired to do anything..Maybe I have used up all my energy to think of the unnecessary(troubles) and spent too little time to think of what is more essential.

Tonite I hope I can leave everything aside to spent time with God and do deal with my heart for him again. Saturday woman's class was great! A very humbling message about Naomi and it thought me that the cost of being a disciple also includes making a turning point decision when the direction we thought seems to be right in the very beginning but has became otherwise.

Do you know that Bitterness can be uprooted by Self Denial ?
When you deny the fact that you are hurt and give in to assumption and justification leads to distrust and bad attitudes and the com posit of all that will lead to Bitterness.

Ya it is so true! This was a good example: During a fellowship with the group of leaders discussing about our up-coming Christmas Bible talk a conversation was heated up with a slight argument over a simple question. It was just so ugly to think of the way we communicate to one another, we attack and argue over small matters.

The point is, God allow us as disciple to apologize, seek for clarification, tell people how we felt, relying on his words and seek for forgiveness. But more often than not, we seek for our rights, justification, and want the other person to bow down to us. Thus, Love have no basis on this situation and there is no mercy which leads to unhappiness and keeping of junks of discouragement and unsattisfaction in our hearts.

I definitely wanted to grow in my patients and Love towards people as I was given much mercy in my weaknesses. Who can bear if God were to punished us according to our records of sins. Before I call it a year, I really wanted to start anew, leaving the past behind, asking God for forgiveness and to grow to be a better person for God and people around me.

Though, my heart is weak but I know he'll never leave me nor forsake me in any circumstances. Hold on my precious friends, fight on, cheer up and gear up for Covenant renewal...

Let's hold each other hands to walk through this year with no regrets!

Love you all!!

you are down within and yet never give up

2006-12-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

Irene says:

if at all i want to give a title for your blog today....dear fren, take courage in everything you do, god is for us and that for sure. Have a blessed christmas and feel it...its within you!!

Merry christmas my dear fren.

In life there are just too many things to be discourage about. While I'm reading the content of my blog I can actually observe my emotions go ups and down. The great things is to have a group of great friends who will be there in times of need. Probably one who are able to understand at least.

So if you are tired, overwhelmed and bored with the things around you including me. Dont worry, I'll just sit right there. I'll continue to do my part to love you but if my Love is too much and it overwhelmes you, just ignore me I'll surender it and I will not say any words anymore.

I'm down within and yet never give up! How's Christmas going to be? I dont know, but the man who have been faithfully Love deserve the best of our Love.

Surrender All

2006-12-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

Exam Dilemma

2006-11-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

Irene : for your info i dah baca corporate personality...here and there.

Eve : tonite I study Charge, We prepare Juris and Company only nak for exam?

Irene : Tak Boleh promise

Eve : ha? Meaning ade chance tak ambik exam?

Irene : adelah...ingin nak sit for company & juris
...tetapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Eve : TETAPI.............................? EXCEPTION APE?

Irene : exceptions:

s1(a) if you are not ready, don't waste your time by sitting in the college
and wasting college electricity; ink and paper;

s1(b) if you got some other better things to do; do that than sitting for mock;

s1(c) mock is for only smart people;

s1(d) mock is a mockery

Eve : oi...only exception 1a) and 1d) apply to me woh...

Irene : its ok... you have exceptions...you can go now

Eve : Hahahahahaha...

Throw the dice then decide...mentally challenging....tired tired tired....

ahhhhhhh

Part 2 Class

2006-11-30T13:43:00.000+08:00

Part 1 of Irene:

Last nite after class, Me and Irene was planning our big Saturday mission. She was emailing me to annoyed me before class started. So this is what she says:

Besides Ponteng Class so how's our Plan?

....Since I'm a good student as Mr Eltan always says...My answer: " ha? I where got say ponteng class? I say go for mission only mah...." hahahahhaa...ok since my reputation is more important :- Irene discourage :P

Lesson 1 : Don't ask for it!!!

Part 2 of Shawn:

He wink at me when I saw him in class...I almost fall from my chair....break time 1st session : He hehehehehehe Evelyn got bring notes ah? then got buy books ah...how's company statute you got buy ah? and finally....can help me buy ah...bring on Sunday...appreciate you so much....

And I goes: hehehehhee, please sms me the notes you want on which date of lectures and I'll bring it..then Shawn says oh ok ok sure sure I am most happy to do that. hahahahahaha....he is making me laugh too much in class...Irene please take care of him.

Lesson 2 : If you get friends like Shawn make sure you get him to buy lunch...

Part 3 of Evelyn:

Company Law..Mr Felix ....oh my favourite lecture...Is'nt he cute? His jokes was fantastic...( This is to irritate Irene in Class ) Otherwise she'll be so bored of life hahahhahahaha before Mr Suresh comit homicide I shall appologize. Ok Irene: Like how Hart attack Austin I will have more grace, Please forgive me for speaking the Truth...:P

Adios! Enjoy Class for another 3 weeks and Christmas we Come!!

My Favourite Thing(s)

2006-11-29T10:22:00.001+08:00

Do you know this Song in the "Sound of Music"? I have always love the movie, I guess I've been watching it for more than 10 times in my life time. I can almost remember all the songs in that movie.

The lyrics goes : When you feel sad think of your fav things and you will not feel so bad

Last week, someone goes : Eve, what happen? and I goes: Ya why what's wrong! and she goes oh my Gosh! you put on so much...ha? errrrr....then goes the second and the third and the fourth and finally Mrs Neighbour saw me last nite after my work..Hi Aunty..She: Hi! come we chat awhile, so standing outside the door she was indirectly talking about her sister and finally it relates to me :( Oh my God! I'm so disturb...

I was infront of the mirror and it goes: Honey, you put on weigh ( Critical!!!) Red light....stress stress!! sweat sweat!!

Christmas, Banquet, Chinese New Year...oh God! please help...

Got to be so determined, weigh management...

End of Another Chapter Page 365

2006-11-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

Yup! 1 month or so to call it a year. I never had thought that I'm 3 years away from 2010 and I'll be so proud if I were to hit that year and made a life changing testimony then.

When I was in A-level which I always felt I am, I was dreaming away of 2010 and there is Evelyn at her highest peak. But who can tell right what will happened then? In a glimpse of time God would have change my plan in totality. So after years of becoming a disciple I learned to Surrender to God's Will for me.

As for Shina, she had learned that Law might not be what God intended for her but nonetheless it was a great stepping stone in her future Career. Last Bible talk, I was rather inspired by a simple message of Moving Forward.

Moving forward? It has always been a tough time to forget the past, whenever people talk about it I'll goes: Don't remind me and lets not even mentioned about it! But nevertheless it is unavoidable. So I got to really leave my result behind and start focusing on the finishing line of my race.

Paul says:

I donÂt mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me

Ya it is true, that I have not or might not have achieve my dream in my worldly sense but I trust the attitude that always counts. If God were to evaluate me based on my achievement I would be a darn failure, By God's grace that he searches our heart in everything we do in life that we are able to pressed on.

Year is ending and everyone is so excited for Christmas and New Year, I also wanted to end this year great! Let's then call it a year and continue to work on our weaknesses and polish up those strength.

The saying goes : When we are consistent enough, even the world will follow ourrhythmm

God Bless!

This is my story this is my song...lalalallala :)

Happiness Lies in The Eyes of Believers

2006-11-24T10:27:00.000+08:00

TLYER SAID : HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

Emotion

2006-11-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

This word was defined as

any strong agitation of the feelings actuated by experiencing love, hate, fear, etc., and usually accompanied by certain physiological changes, as increased heartbeat or respiration, and often overt manifestation, as crying or shaking.

We were talking about the case where the Mongolian model was killed as a result of fear that the wife would have known about the accused relationship with her and an escape of threat. The news led us to believe that his motive of killing was as a result of that. The conclussion therefore made that " He is a murderer who have no feelings"

Looking it in another view is that how can a man with more than half a brain kill someone with that simple reason? So I thought, it could also happened that the accused was in an emotional state that ed him to do what he did ( Which in Law called Automatism: A sudden an temporary loss of control). But since the verdict has not been concluded we shall have a more liberal view as to why the murder took place.

Emotion does play a pivotal role in our life and we can easily be affected by another human being, peer pressure and circumstances. When there is no control, the result would be one of an unpredictable one. Even the bible speaks that Our heart is deceitful above all things who can understand it?

We are definately gratefull that we have God to be the leader and guidance in our life so that we would understand our emotions and striving to live by the spirit.

Meanwhile, I'm emotional now...got to go for nite class :( :P

You are Special

2006-11-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

This morning when I wakened
And saw the sun above,
I softly said, "Good morning, Lord,
Bless everyone I love."

Right away I thought of you.
And said a loving prayer,
That He would bless you specially,
And keep you free from care.

I thought of all the happiness
A day could hold in store,
I wished it all for you because
No one deserves it more.

Don't Quit

2006-11-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must but don't quit.

Little is queer with it's twist and turns,
as everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turn about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Dont give up, though the pace seems slow,
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you can never tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.